暴走的回忆

好久好久，我的脑袋长期的放空。
我什么都不去想，为什么呢？
不是我不想它，而是像没有时间
让我想起我应该去想。

借口！我知道，我知道这像是借口。
但是我是说真的。短短的两个星期，
我经历很多很多的事。（至少对我来说是很多）

若是说人每经历了一个难关，
就会更茁壮地成长，我就像是营养
不良的小瓜··· 不不不，是老瓜。

因为我不觉得我成长了多少。
老师的话常常在我迷茫的时候回荡
于我的思绪 “不要让那个证明你比你想象
中的更好的机会从你手中流失”
虽然我不觉得我学到了什么，我都努力地
抓紧每个难关，熬过去。

看到了朋友的fb的帐户，从前的回忆一下子
全部都投射在我的脑海。这时我就像是个
失控了的播放机，毫无止境的翻阅着
那些好久好久都不曾碰到的回忆。

虽然那些记忆无法控制地暴走。可是
我却没有阻止它的意念，乐在其中···

我的朋友们，我知道我没有一直跟
你们保持着所谓地好朋友，知己应该
会有的联系。可是这并不代表我已经
忘记了你们。

只是在我脑海里，问题就像
是来回穿梭的车辆；你们的回忆，就站
在对面的路上的行人。被繁忙又吵杂的
车鸣和车身遮阻。无论对面的你怎么呼喊，
怎么地挥手，我都没办法看清。

很多事情都是不在你的控制范围，
你不觉得会发生的事，就莫名地发生了。
何不干脆一点的接受呢？或许它有你想象
不到的好。总之失去尝试的勇气就
失去了梦想。人生就是需要尝试新的一关，
才会比以前更精彩啊！

shut down

I'm really not in the mood of writing in
this blog anymore.
I know I don't have much reader, mostly are my
friends. Sorry that I feel wanna stop writing in
this blog until I'm totally recover from this
stop-writing-mood.

So, this blog will shut down until infinity date.
I don't know when, but when I'm back.
I mean back to the mood of writing, i will write again.
Hahaha... Hope by that time, it is totally a daily
update blog...

3....

2....

1....

~ SHUT DOWN ~

给舒贤

如果你看到了这篇，就请你打开你的
msn，你要的东西都在里面了。
如果还有不明白就留言给我，我会尽早
回复的。

道歉

坐在巴士窗旁，时间滴答滴答的跑着，毫不留情地往前跑。
静静地坐着，看着雨水沿着车窗流下，听着自己的心跳。
晓新坐在巴士窗旁，看着等候自己离开的家人，不舍在脸上
表露出来。心里的惭愧急速的侵蚀整个心，懊恼于自己的懦弱，
总是无可奈何地被它控制住。

*** 在去巴士站的路上 ***
晓新开始了该死的吵架，一直埋怨着母亲的不是，
一直找着母亲的麻烦，车里的气氛僵到了极点。
天空阴沉，就好像两母子的心情。晓新放肆地发动语言
上的攻击，母亲就像个等待爆发的炸弹。一个不平复到
极点，令一个则忍耐到极点。

终于母亲再也忍受不住了，爆发，结束了所有的争吵。
可是两个人的心里都不好受。

晓新想着“这就是你要给我带回去的心情？”
毫无惭愧之意，顽固地认为自己是对的。但是他已经
很驾轻就熟的隐藏自己的不快，没有人发现任何不妥。

到了巴士站后，等待着巴士的到来。妈妈先开口打破
僵局，呼唤着他放下行李，来坐下休息。晓新的心突然
犹如钢针刺入，觉得自己的愚蠢与无知，凡事都太主观
又以自己为重，完全忽略了他人的感受。可是放不下的所谓
尊严，硬是站着不理。母亲再一次的呼唤，他心软了，开始
知道了自己的胸襟永远是那么的渺小。相较下母亲的容量是如此
的深不见底，如何地挥打出去都不会得到反弹。
他走过去，很勉为其难的放下行李，就快快地离开那边，
畏惧着看到母亲的脸，加深自己的愧疚。

巴士到了，就很快地去提起行李，然后冲上了巴士。

*** 现在 ***
滴答！
终于都到了，巴士慢慢驶开，提起无力的双手做出了
最后的道别。一路上，晓新反反复复地想着自己的幼稚，
自己的不是，可是于事无补，伤痕已经留下。握紧手心，好
像就要抓破了掌心。巴士走过不平的道路，车内晃动不已，
可是看到车窗里的影像却是如此的清晰。所发生的事历历在目，
虽说不是经过什么沧桑岁月，怎么可能忘记呢？一回想就会感觉
身在其中，重复地经历刚才的愚蠢。

晚上，晓新拿着电话，一直犹豫着，是否应该打回家？
可是要说什么呢？要怎样说呢？说得出吗？
决定了，晓新拿起电话，拨打着家里的电话。
电话的另一端传出了熟悉的声音，也是期待已久的声音。
心里的情绪全部翻滚起来，开始说些有的没的。
终于，晓新道歉了，说着自己刚才的愚昧，眼眶开始发热。
紧咬着嘴唇，希望自己不会掉泪 。当听到电话另一端，
也传来的抽泣的声音，
此刻他放开了，眼泪不停地流下... ...


p/s: 如有雷同，纯属虚构 =D

Accident

Minor accident last night,
no injuries, one victim and one bastard.
Got a scratch and small hump in at the front.
That bastard was lucky because victim hit
the brake quickly.

Bastard glared at victim, wanted to convince
victim that the bastard was actually the victim.
Trap failed, and he ran away.

Mood spoiled, whatever~
I don't want to drive anymore for that day.

p/s: zero-accident record got one black spot. and mummy has to spend to fix. Sorry mummy

另类的天赐

理所当然不是我这一生的第一个中秋节。
而是第一个，一个人，又在大学的第一个
中秋节。

有什么特别的感想吗？并没有，其实也挺久
没有庆祝了，所以今年没庆祝也一样。
不过就是没有看到一些中秋节应该有的
气氛，就觉得有点怪怪的，好像没有人知道
昨天就是中秋节。

虽说是一个人，但是我并不孤单。
因为你和我，我们互相共鸣。
在他乡努力的朋友，时时牵动我的思绪。
朋友的遭遇更是钩起埋葬了许久的回忆。
如果你们看到我这篇，是不是也会让你
回忆起我们当初的小插曲？我不是马英九，
我不是王力宏；但是我是我。只希望有
权利占用你记忆的小部分。

如果说我和知己拥有自己的代号；
那我就是钥匙，你就是润滑油。
润滑油的出现，即使生了锈的难题
一样可以顺利打开。可是钥匙对润滑油，
却是一无用处。有点懊恼自己的无能，
惟有心里默默亦真诚的祝福你。有需要我
的地方请敲敲我的电话，随时替你
减减压，提提你，扶着你，让你撑过去。

如果别人被赐予一部吸尘机，你却被赐予一把扫把，
不代表你不值得拥有更好的天赐，而是你有比别人
更不同的路要走，就要看你会不会走出你该有
的另一个天地。不要只顾看着前方，看看地上，
被世人唾弃的垃圾里，就会有别人不会注意到的
第二个天赐。如果是你，你应该知道这是为你
而写的吧。

First Time Seriously Need Your Help! God!

I always don't believe God. Not that I don't wanna believe
in You. But I don't think I have a need from You.
But this time is different. I feel want to help.
And I felt helpless. So, I pray!

I know I'm sort of bastard, that only pray from You
when I need you. But this time, I seriously have this
urge to pray real hard. Just hope that You can spear
a little bit time. Lend out Your hand to Edmund's dad
and his family.

Please! Even when I need something, I didn't pray
this hard just to get what I want. I will accept whatever
it comes. But I really don't want my best friend to go
through this tragic. This is awful!

Please!
God Bless You, Edmund and your family.

Angry Earth

It's been awhile since the last English blog.
I didn't know why would I even write this blog.
I just felt that I wanted to. I have this urge to
speak out.

Back to the time when I was a kid, a real small kid I mean.
It's rarely to hear of any disaster comes upon us,
upon the earth, and the land we live on.
So, whenever there was a disaster occurring,
the first reaction we would see is as following:

"Eih! Did you hear of it that xxxx has this tsunami?"

"What? Of course I did! The first page of every newspapers."

"Do you know how many inhabitants had died?"

"Ya! It's like 400 something victims and 700 plus has not been
found!"


Up there was a conversation like 10 years ago or maybe 12 years.
*Not important though*

For present will be as follow:

"Eih! Did you hear that xxxx has this 7.6 earthquake!"

"Huh? Ooo... And then?"

"It's like thousands of people die! HELLO~!"

"Oo.. Fine, I get it.. And?"

People get immune with the frequent disaster
that occurred. When I was still a child, disaster
was like once for ten years. Now, disaster is 3 or 4 times
for a month.

It's the sign that earth has given up. The earth seems to
want a revenge. It wants human to taste the effects
we brought to it. Many people do realize the pain
we brought to earth. They have their own way to
warn others to take care of the earth. Through movies,
songs, advertisement, books and actions.

But when things come to profit, people will ignore it.
They can foresee the long term effects and the short term
benefits. How on earth people have the brain to create a
space rocket can't predict the future? They do, and they ignore it.
We couldn't help sometimes or maybe all the times.
People always get tempted by the benefits we have in front of us.
Moderation has never existed in their mind.

Mortals don't know how to have things enough,
love things enough, give things enough, dig things enough,
throw things away enough and earn things enough.
They just have the urge to fight among the other competitors
and prove they are more saint or cleverer.

Apparently, M country still couldn't help but stirring the
politics with their filthy hands. They don't even know
there might be an earthquake just after he or she won
the election. Hahaha... Then I would LOL for god sake.
Finally HE show me that HE do exist.

What I wanna say is people just have to build up
the moderation, always appreciate with what they
have already. If they do wanna explore new technology,
please do it by having a plan to maintain the destruction
they have created. Having this "enough" attitude is
a real hard thing to do, but I just want them to
learn how to have things enough in daily life.
That would be enough for me already.

曙光

终于都累了，看到无穷无尽的子弹，
被一连串的扫射。纵使身披最厚的避弹衣，
也被伤得体无完肤，累了，所有力量传到
四肢，都像石沉大海，身体再也不听使唤。

长期的在外独自奋战，终于也得到了负效应。
爆破声此起彼落，碎片飞射，所有感觉都被
潜意识的封闭，尝试阻挡外界的不良因素。

警报响起，听不见，就像聋了似的。
再次的敲响，依然不为所动，也感觉不到。
为了抗敌，所有士兵都得上场。警报再次
不辞劳苦的猛催，声音一丝丝的传入耳内。
如梦初醒，才发现必须再次地站上沙场。

再也收不到家书，发觉原来真的好累了，
就只是一张纸都能够能让自己有所依靠。
迟迟不来的家书，担心自己被渐渐的遗忘。
再也不重要，咬紧牙关挨下去，原来不能。
原来不再是无坚不摧，只是玻璃之心。

就在彻底的放弃，交出自己的时候，
空中射出一线曙光，希望降临了...
眼泪再也不受控制的流下，才发觉原来
这就是久违了的眼泪，那个已经被抛弃了的反应，
再次苏醒。拾起掉落的枪械，决定的了！
决定勇敢的走下去，定会找到自己的天堂。

太阳撞地球

下个星期，考试正式开始，有点期待。
因为总想知道自己从上课开始到底明白了多少。
无奈天总是爱做弄人，唯有走一步见一步咯。

大学，我是不是在读大学啊？是有点疑惑，大学
都是多姿多彩的；我的却有点沉闷。所以我在怀疑
是我的大学有问题，还是过去那些说的人老点我？

长期的与外界隔绝，有点变得井底之蛙了。还好有个很好很好
的女生，说她会让我 up-to-date 而不是 “down-to-date”。

班上有个超能力小姐哦，其实不知道他算不算小姐啦~
因为她像年轻版的肥姐，所以我管她叫“大只妹”。她有什么
超能力呢？跟“沈殿霞”的名字很接近哦，就是“闪电侠”~！
为什么她既然跟我的英雄拥有同样的超能力呢？我很不爽。
可是我也无可奈何呀，天意弄人。

都说是“闪电侠”，超能力当然是快速冲射咯。
班上的常规就是会从讲师的电脑拿一个副本，方便我们
日后的温习。这些都是等讲师离开后的事。可是大只妹
就有这个能力，讲师屁股才刚离开座位，视线跟随着讲师。
突然！有股黑影“嘘！”一声，迅雷不及掩耳！就看到大只妹
屁股牢牢地粘在讲师的椅子上，沾沾自喜的拿副本。

我很幸运。因为大只妹不认识我，所以就算无意间让
她看到了我这篇，她也不会好意思向我开炮。
如果她认识我，一定会马力全开，向我冲来，把我撞在
墙上，血肉模糊。

物理的哲学，势头(momentum) = 速度(velocity) x 重量(mass)
速度之快，已经说过了，加上大如肥姐。
我又只是皮包骨一个，再用上冲力(impulsive force)原理=Force除time
滞留时间少等于 time 是微不足道 , Force保持。

所以impulsive force + momentum = 破坏力无法想象！

结论就是，她是太阳，我是地球。太阳撞地球，地球毁灭！！

不要浪费食物！

“为什么你又浪费食物？”

从小到大，都被灌输了不可以浪费食物的观念。
所以我都不浪费食物，因为这些都是奢侈的人
才能有，又不应该有的恶习。

每次看到别人吃到剩下一大堆的菜和饭，就
感到莫名的反感 ：“为什么不能吃，还要拿那么
多？难道你占有欲太强？希望可以尽量占有
所能拿到的一切？”

可是最近，就今天吧，我也有点浪费食物了。
我的内心一直挣扎，不可以浪费食物，拿了就要吃完。

良知 “嘭！” 一声，对我说“你不可以浪费食物！”

罪恶也来凑热闹 ：“你别听他的，不想吃，就丢
了吧！何必那么辛苦？”

“可是拿了不吃，很浪费啊！”

“就算他不拿，别人拿了，一样是丢掉的啦。”

“不可以！世上还有很多人都没得吃；有得吃就不要浪费！”

“你这么厉害，为什么你不吃？”

结果.....
我被赦免了....

图书馆里的小贤

小贤是学校里的一个女生，她的鼻子挺而直，双眼圆圆的，
又有一张瓜子脸。长得白白的，怪可爱。她是图书管理员，
在学校里，有职位的，像学长啊什么之类的，就需要打领带。
小贤的领带，总是挂着很多东西，走路时就会叮当地响着，
然后照光会反射。

因为她，下课总往图书馆跑，因为可以看到她。结果书卡很快
就填满了。后来跟小贤熟络了，她就喜欢白我一句

“你真的有看那么多书吗？”

我就很厚脸皮的说 “那当然！谁叫你长得好看啊？”

“你说什么？”

“没有啊（傻笑）...”

。。。。。。。。。。。。

小贤跟我读不同班，所以要见她就得死命往图书馆跑。
有一次我问她

“为什么你的领带要挂那么多东西哦？”

“因为我喜欢啊...”

“喜欢什么哦？”

“我喜欢亮闪闪和叮叮响的东西啊~”

“哦... 那你一定很喜欢看僵尸戏咯...” “为什么？”

“因为僵尸戏都有叮叮当当的声音嘛”

“傻瓜”

“是啦。被你传染的。”

后来，小贤见到我，就喜欢呼我“小傻瓜”。她都跟朋友在一起，
所以我都没敢过去，就僵硬的笑笑，然后快点转身。
往后在图书馆里，都会见她跟我瞎胡闹，荒废工作... ...


~“傻瓜！你在乱写什么？！” 不远处传来小贤的声音~

Damn it! Today is just not my lucky day!
At first I thought tomorrow will be Friday,
then I will be going home tomorrow.

I have A total hypergood mood today.
Anything bad happen, I will just let it go away.
Then until almost the end of today, I found that
I've lost my spec!! This is just not right!
My spec T_T.

I scanned through every where. Every single path
that I passed and walked by. But I've never get
any feedback from the luckiness. And my mood
just fall down to the cleft.

Called my mum, and told her about this.
I was so relief that she didn't scold me...
Thanks her... No mood to continue..
byeZ

PharmSa

What is pharmsa? I don't know...
This is what I heard from my class rap and saw
it from the t-shirt we are supposed to wear during the
pharmacy day. So, I take it as pharmacy day...

Anyway, nobody is going to care what the hell
it stands for, right? Actually I don't wanna join
the so-called pharmsa, because I really don't wanna
pay for others to come and make fool of myself.

But the director or head or whatever faculty of pharmacy
just came into our class and said that the sign up students
are very disappointing. And then it had shifted to compulsory.
Okie, fine! Then I will go...

So, I went for this pharmsa, which organized to give us (the
newcomer) an opportunity to interact with our senior.
The whole game is kinda stiff, not bored! But A total Stiff!
The attires we were informed to wear just seem didn't
fit with the game..!

Every group has to decipher the clues given which lead
us to complete the task. My injured knee just got worsen!
Eleh... Nvm, I probably not going for the next year..xD

Finally, my group beats other groups and win!!
Aye aye Captain! We're "The Duke"!!

Ok ok... What I said above isn't that important...
The most important thing is the team which
unable to finish in the time given, will be penalized!
Hoho.... Let's see how they got punished!




Hmm... And it's not really that bad... despite
some flaws... It was fun... and tiring!

Starvation!

Every weekdays, days go on without stop.
I was looking forward for every Thursday night.
Why? Because it is the beginning of the relaxing days.
Due to only one hour class for Friday, follow by Saturday and Sunday.

But maybe it's not the same circumstance for other colleagues.
We have "Today's Special" for everyday. And the special meal for
Thursday night was western food.. like chicken chop, french fried,
blah blah blah...

These are only started to give out on 7pm or after.
But people started to rush to the cafeteria. Why?
Afraid of not getting the special chop of the week.

How about me? I don't really care because I was busy in
chatting with my friend... and I would rather postpone my
dinner. Then my course-mate bumped into my msn...
And tell me today's special is western food!! Need to go earlier,
if not no chop for us already...!

Then only I remembered. Fine.. Then I ask him to go queue
up first then I will cut the queue after my bath...
Hohoho...




And Thursday night was the only night, I can see most of
the faces of the colleagues over here.

p/s: I was not that enthusiasm with western food, but I was starving... And they do provide meals other than western food. I guess people just like to be in the middle of crowd.. =D

A Call

Crap... I received a call. And I don't have it
in my contact list. So, I was wonder who is this?

When I get the call... The caller(C), Me(k)

C: "Ini Mr. Yong kaiheng?"

K: " Uh huh? Yes?"

C: "Kamu telah menang sebuah kereta!"

I was thinking what the fuck?
Am I that lucky? I win a lammy car
from nothing!!

Nono! I was thinking that
am I that lucky, i got this chance to scold on
this bastard who trying to cheat me.. Hahaha!

Then I was waiting for the chance, and he
gave up and laughed. I thought, what the fuck... Lame Liar.
He couldn't even perform a good lie.

Then I knew it was my brother...
Haha.. He called, to ask me how was I.
Hmm... It's not really a style of ours.

So, I'm very happy because he concerned
about my life over here. Ya know.. It's like
an unexpected call...

It's too bad I can't see him in Grand's
birthday. He is too busy with his assignment.
So, I will have to wait for another few months,
I guess...

Target of Khan

Can I consider me, myself, I bad luck
forever? Erh... Forever in some sort of stuff.
Everything was just fine today. And goes on as
usual.

And we have this V friend who used to skip some classes.
And he like to ask for our favor, to sign him in in
the attendance list. Then I "crowmouth", talked a lot.
I said maybe today, the lecturer Khan will check on
the attendance.

During the lecture, I was discussing with C.Sheng
about the naming of the isomer. Then this Lecturer
Khan accused me for chatting with my friend
during the class. I was okie with it, because I
wasn't chatting with my friend, so I don't
give him a damn. =P

At the end of the lecture, he said he wants to
know each of us and then started to shout out
our name. And he found out that V friend's attendance
was marked without present. OMG! See! Next time
don't "crowmouth"

And he said he will make a target with the most
suspicious in the class. He told the course rap, it must
has to do with the guys sitting at the back row.
OMG! He is not only genius in Organic and also
genius in making guess!

Since I'm not the one who signed it. I don't care.
But when I felt that I will be his "favourite"
student from today onwards. I feel Facking
No Mood! Arh!!

LEAVE ME ALONE! Doc. KHAN!!

Unite?

Check on the calendar... Hmm... 18th is
still look so far away from today. But who cares?
I'm already full loaded... Ready to shoot!
Getting to meet all my relatives, is somehow
a scenario that I'm looking forward.

The last gather was like during the CNY.
Maybe I'm that kinda stick-home type male.
Not sissy, okie? Is love home! Hahaha!

Somehow, konsortium website is flood.
I was having problem in selecting the seat
I want. Luckily KT showed up and do me a
favor... And I hope he will forget my password
which I gave him. Hehe...

God bless..! Everything goes one as my plan..

内疚

p/s:这篇有点无聊，不爽别怪我啊~！


从我拿到成绩那一天，心情都不是很好。就算看起来都
不怎么像是被成绩缠绕的样子。哈哈哈！我看我是很好的
演员吧！我知道至少在家里我是。妈从来都不需要担心我
别的事，除了健康问题。她都觉得我是最不会有什么事。
家里大小事，通常都是跟我说，我理说当然的觉得很高兴。
因为我妈就不需要担心我，为我操心。

可是，长期的掩盖我的问题，开始有点爆走。脾气自成绩
揭晓后开始暴躁... 对所有的事亦失去耐心。
每次谈到读书的事，我都显得特别没耐心。一谈到读书，
我就不自禁的想起我的成绩。结果妈说多几句，就引
来我的抱怨及搏嘴。虽然我觉得很不该，但是冲口而出
的话都是不经大脑。所以妈也开始不敢对我啰嗦。
这让我有种莫名的心痛，感觉跟妈有了无谓的间隔。

慢慢对妈的所有亦感到不满，变得自暴自弃，觉得
做什么都算了，没人会关心。很快地，读书申请被
接纳了，有股要拔腿而逃的感觉，我不希望离开。觉得
有点后悔，跟妈的关系闹得那么缰以后，还没来得及
修复好，就得离开了。

可是我已经没有时间再作任何弥补了。接下来就是
漫长的四年读书生涯，不是说没有回家，可是是十分
不足于消除那层透明的隔膜。

忙着收拾，匆忙间总会
遗漏了什么的。这时我终于发现我彻底的错了！
妈总是无怨无悔的，跑遍整个地区，填补用品
什么的，入学所需。带着我跑遍双溪大年.

看着妈为我操心，我似乎感觉到荷尔蒙，在我体内蔓延，
催促眼泪狂飙。可是我死命按住，如果我跟我妈说
我很感动，她一定有一刹那觉得我发神经了。

渐渐地，我觉得自己的牢骚是多么的渺小；
当面对妈无求回报的付出，更加是无耻可笑。
原来自以为很懂事的我其实才是最不懂事，又幼稚一个
臭小子！我已经厌倦了那种自大的自己，又自以为是。
我希望有所改变。去吧！跑吧！去追求改变吧。

When you ask for a change,
Do God gives you a "changed" you,
Or God gives you chance to change,
And you go for the chance?

First Week in AIMST

Wow! First of all... I want to say 'AIMST! You bastard! You should

have told me what to bring before I go to the Uni!' I have to skip classes

for the monday and follow my mum to buy me the accessories for class.

What kinda accessories? Clothes of course! I have to buy formal shirt

for lecture hours. Lame, right? But they left me no choice. IDIOT Samy.

Apparently, I don't have much time to join my mum for the lunch or

dinner. Kinda disappointing, can't really have a farewell with her...

T-T

I went back to my hostel around 7pm. And met my roomies, they

are totally not a medicine student type... Hahaha... I thought

most of the med. students are total geek. But not for them~

They are funny and nice.

I met new friends of course. But only one that I like to stick

with. My buddy? I don't know... Can't sure about it. Will post

up his photo if I have a chance, you know, it's not really

easy to snap some people who you just knew for couple of days.

*Cough*... Actually it's just three days... xD

Talking about three days, I was there for three days lectures.

Maybe not complete for the third day. I already skip class.

Hahaha... Another rocket fast attitude. My roomie scoffed me

for went in study a week later after the commencement date.

And started to skip class after I studied three days...

Hohoho...

I don't mean it... I need to settle things down. And this would be

the last time too. How big is AIMST? Can anyone answer me?

I googled it, but I didn't expect the answer I want. I guess

google is not my best friends. So I always fail to get my answer.

But it takes time like 5 ~ 7 minutes to reach the faculty

department from campus. And like 15~20 minutes from hostels

to the front door. LOL... Kill me! I haven't tried out the facilities

over there yet... Looking forward~ =D

p/s: will try to upload photos if i did snap some, I have lab coat too... but i hate it..i look puffy

Rocket Fast

So, I was so busy when I found out that AIMST actually has

an intake this month. Then I told my mum about it. Me and she

(actually is only she) were so busy, phoned here and there. Just

like don't wanna let any chance slip away from the fingers.

And I felt wanna run away, it was like happening too fast. I knew

it today(monday) then I have to go next week.

I was afraid, and want to pull off from this business. It is not really

a big deal if I knew it last month. This is kinda rush, like A F1 rush.

I knew it in the last minute. But if I'm not going to enroll it, I would

have to wait for the next intake, next august or july. Please, I

would be a year older, youth run away, wrinkle comes out, grow

more beard, one year away from my marriage, one year away

from earning money....

"Hey! Stop Being Sissy!"

But I have no choice, I guess. Like a Zathura game, once you start,

then you have to finish it. I enrolled, and I get the news on friday.

Then go by monday, then study... Woo.. I guess it's like a rocket

fast already. =D

Still have to pack up my stuff. LOL, here you go, my heroine

Ms. Suitcase! I will need to gag it with all my clothes... Muahaha!

Stop here~~

Fine

Today is just happened to be my
bad luck day. I'm been busy for preparing
the papers needed to submit for apply U.
Then the clerk said, i will need to go back again
to take the certified paper since nobody
can sign for me on that time.

Then I went back home. Hah! Then I bumped
to traffic police. He accused me not switch on
the front light, have no "P" sticker, and
broken plate.

Then the traffic police called me to stop by
aside, and I was muttering to myself
"Damn, I don't have P sticker!"
In this case, what I can do is ask him to
give me a chance. I said, it won't happen
again, bla bla bla~

Then he charged me for not switching on
the front light. Which I have to pay for 30bucks.
Phew~.. Should I say so? 30bucks not a
small number somehow, which probably allow
me to have great meal in some restaurant.
But 30bucks for three offences, it's
quite reasonable.

So, I went back to school again to get my
papers and then complain to my Sir, TKK.
Which I will do all the time when I have creepy
stuff happened. And Hah! He left his cell phone
behind. Luckily it was after school, so I follow him
and kept on dialing his cell. Hope that we can hear
the ring tone of it.

And mission accomplished! He is lucky, but not
me. But he is so kind, and he said he is going
to pay me 10bucks for helping him. And I refused...
Haha... Such a good boy, isn't it? =)

P/S: Today is just Mr. Tan lucky Day, and I happened to be his lucky star. Today is just not my lucky day, and it happened that no one would be my lucky star.

新钱

好久都没有去银行了，我看所有人都一样吧。

只要是呆在家里，钱包里的钱总是不会少的。

每天好吃好住，生活真的是... ... 怎么说呢？

简直不是人过的生活嘛！是猪过的！

要不肥，还真是有点难度。只有按时活动一点，

免得肥肉累积，身体机能反应衰退。

去了巴刹就去银行，因为我发誓不再

做个猪脚王！是真的 T-T

没有球鞋的日子真不是人过的，每次给人家

踩了一次... 不对是三次... 不不不！我看是更多，

就得休息一个星期，那怎么行?

所以迫不得已就得破财消灾， 去银行

提出我的血汗钱 :

哪里知道提出来的新钱，没看过，

所以傻傻的很兴奋的拿着钱上看下看，

左看右看。可是怎么看都不像之前

的纸币一样，完全不像有大马的味道。

看也有味道？我不会说啦，就是不像我

觉得它会有的 style 这样说不知道懂没。

要做就做，我敢说我的死样一定是拖

拖下然后就不舍得买了。所以下午就直接

去找我的如意郎鞋，看了好多都很想买。

可是老妈说不用买那么贵啦~ 我想买的

最低，又不错的只有80零吉。结果只有

另外物色咯。

终于都选到啦，70 零吉的。虽然跟80零吉

只差10，我妈还是会觉得很贵。算咯，反正

我只是想要鞋罢了~

回首六与七月（下）

七月篇 ，

由于为了考试，向朋友借了笔记来参考。说真的，有点傻眼，kns! 怎么这么难哦？由于没有答案，所以我开始焦急，心想“不行！得补习” 不过这些都是其次，因为我不担心没人教。真正想学的其实是烹饪，虽然不是什么摆得上台的菜肴，至少能填腹，也算不错了吧。学了很多，说真的，都不是很喜欢。为什么呢？因为我想煮些只是一样的菜肴就算一餐，简单，容易，随处都可以煮。所以真正喜欢的只有三样咯。由于记忆力衰退，有时会忘记该放哪样先。搞什么？！ *啪！* 结果女佣都忍不住拿我来笑话。算啦~她不嫌弃教我，我都感激不尽啦！海鲜粥，炒饭，面粉糕倒是我的最爱。

搅糊后才吃~

为了大众口味，换了原料~ 还是很不错的说

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明福之死，告诉了我们种族之间的黑暗。如果明福是巫裔，他是否会沦落到此下场呢？离其的死

亡，皇委会的成立还会那么的举浮不定吗？结果可想而知。以证人身份协助调查，下场竞是如此的可笑，也是以此使到我国得以在外国搏出一点名堂，简直是怠笑街坊，国家之耻。竟然还天真地说“他的死与我们无关” “我们已经释放明福” 试问，没有通过你们，何来的从高楼坠落？为何仍持有被释放者的手提电话呢？

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基宫事件，轰动一时，基佬企图自圆其说，方的说成圆的，短的说成长的。反贪反倒置之不理，可见宗族之分又有了另一个例子。倘若拔牙能创出皇宫，最好的工作莫过于与此。

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榴莲季节旺盛时期，吃榴莲，真的吃爆了。真的是毕生以来最难忘的一次。每隔一天就吃一次，简直就像手指生了榴莲一样。看到对我微笑的榴莲，不自禁的就拿起手机，卡擦的一声。嘿嘿嘿，就忍不住嘲笑自己有点傻。

哈哈哈~~

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忽然觉得自己的桌子好乱哦，真的想说：“我是男子嘛，是酱的咯”。不过真的是说了出口，还真有点不好意思呢。无论如何，只要能腾出中间的位让我放书读就很不错了。看到哥哥的，再看看自己的，有点无地自容，哥的桌子超整齐的。不过算了，我自恋嘛，什么都喜欢摆着看，又看不厌。

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去照X光线照，发现原来我的心脏还算不小。瘦瘦的我，也感到有点自豪。

*白痴！高兴什么呀？*

后记：感谢爱美和志豪的“割爱”将笔记让给我参考。感激不尽啊！

回首六与七月（上）

六月篇，

说真的，现在回想的话，的确都是零零碎碎的记忆。当然也不见得会忘到离谱。六月也包括了考试在里面，只能记得最后一张是化学一，终于是我先修班的一个落幕。逃离考场，不是因为不想见到伤心地，也不是因为脱离先修班的雀跃，而是尽力了，就让它过去不再回头去惋惜。总是心想着赶快的毕业，然后再毕业，赚多点钱，妈也可以跟着我一起毕业，剩下的事都交给我。可是撇下这些想法，心底里总是期待时间的倒流，回到刚认识的时刻。

考试完毕，听到必然的懊恼声此起彼落。不是说不可以，只能说后悔也许是让自己能好过一点吧。可是懊悔并不是我想要的。走进广场，跟着他，说了很多，是什么？我忘了，我忘了不是我不看重我们的谈话内容。而是太多事务参杂了，不想乱喷。但唯一让我记得的永远就是

“你这样子不行咧，太极端了！”

“哦？是噢？怎样算是极端？”

“就什么都说 ‘所以？’，不是所有事都需要理由的”

“所以？”

“所以就很不好咯。”

我知道了，虽然我现在还是一样，我发现到，就连跟我妈，我都是”所以？所以？“的问个没完。可是“所以”让我知道人们想说什么，再做出适当的回应。不过亦让我发现他其实有点成熟，怎么说呢？我说不出，是靠感觉，还有其他他说的话。当事人也承认的，说不是，就不算男人噢... ...

看着电话，发现原来，原来我没有你的照片。惭愧~ 也因为你有我的照片，更让我无地自容。我只想说，我不会表达，但希望你读得出。

唱K，不是我不喜欢你们，也不是我不喜欢唱歌。而是我不敢也不是很会，虽然不用紧，可是我会害羞，有点可笑，但是我是害羞，没有为什么的！嗯！

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升旗山之行。很开心，因为有竤宇，对不起，我不是基，我是婆妈！他将会离马，几时还有机会再见都说不准，所以想尽办法终于有双赢的方法，是什么，不重要，重要的是所有事都照计划跑。只能说，爬山真的好累啊啊啊啊！*头撞墙*----*啪！啪！啪！啪！*

咳... ... 原谅我的情绪失控。原来爬上去不是最累人的，而是下去时。为什么？去试看呗，不就真相大白了咯。

后记：之后知道原来太平山更高！ *天啊！啊！啊！啊！*

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医院当义工，说真的，最快乐的不是帮到他人，那是次要。最主要的是，医院供我们免费午餐！这是天大的喜事啊！午餐不愁吃，真的是两个星期只用五十块都不是难题。多次的工作都是在四驻墙，难免会感到厌恶，有次被发到前台，也就是接下来的工作，直到我离去。前台是没有机会接触医生，学习。但是看到许多（病）人来往，忙得不亦乐乎。我不是黑心，而是能帮到人而高兴。感谢所有接待员对我好，那么亲切及友好，我不能回报，只盼多做点能分担些什么。

亦感谢Mag在我走之前还送我蛋糕吃，虽然我说过了，但还是想说谢谢您。还有感谢MdmLai想请我吃饭，对不起因为我不好意思，不得不说不能了，同样也谢谢您！

同时也知道了无论何时都得要以微笑对人，就算他人的蛮横无理。虽说这是接待员工作，但不是亲自体验是不知道其实这是很难的。

后记：人生有几个十年？这句话其实是感叹人的生命短暂要努力珍惜，然而生命重要的不是你有多少成就，你有多好的记忆能把所有东西都记住。而是你能不能试着放下，用心学习，用心感受，诚心感谢。

Ridiculous!!

So, what's the problem now?

Have your piggy mind overwhelmed

your so-called human brain? And you have totally

lost your mind! It is totally a hasty decision to make

and judge that switched of English as

mathematics and science teaching medium has

only show you the failure!

This is so unfair! Malaysia is totally

fall behind! And It is overtaking by

other countries which were initially fall behind us!

BM? What do you expect B.Malaysia can bring us

to? Vision2020? Bullshit! I thought Najib just

made a smart decision, and Malaysia

can finally reveal its value in the world.

WE CAN DO SOMETHING!!

And "BooM!" No more!!

I'm not trying to blame the failure

on the teachers in school. But when

what teachers taught is different from

the text book. Do you expect people to

understand it? Would you piggy understand

what will be your Islamic-words if I'm

teaching you in chinese? Just use your brain!

There are things you must have taken into

account. English is so international language,

and is well known! B.Malaysia is only inter-malaysia!

(Yeah.. and ofcourse indon a little bit~)

And who really cares? Indon doesn't really

respect us as a country though. They will just

think that they are the ancient of our malays!!

And Seems like Some Piggy here still like to

kneel down to offer them our help.

If people nowadays can't make a basic in earlier

school like secondary form. Do You pig really

expect them to understand better with stuff in

college and university which is in English?

Here is the Answer:

"YOU DON'T FUCK WITH ME!! AND

DON'T THINK YOU CAN FOOL OTHERS

AND JUST TO MAKE YOUR RACE TO

SURVIVE!"

And I can assure you(who are so enjoy with

the B.Malaysia world) That is the

end of your life, you can't never anymore

further! Your life ends here.

Though teaching in English didn't really

upgrade me. But at least now I've found

the beauty of it and I like it than before.

Anyway, I'm so lucky that all of my family members

(besides my elder) get to learn mathematics

and science in English.

P/S : Who are the Piggy? Guess you have to read newspaper

小飞侠的无奈

时间流逝，有谁能够与时间搏斗? 内心的世界就犹如小飞侠，不想长大。时光的摧残，穷追猛打，丝毫没有商量的余地。一扫而过，留下的就只有遍地尸骸，惨不忍睹。有如1226大海啸，一扫而过带来的悲剧。经过许多次的磨练，提防心逐渐建起，思想不再单纯。勾心斗角、重心机、不择手段几乎已成家常便饭。有谁还能够维持一颗赤子之心？

小孩觉得重要的事，对大人来说往往都是微不足道的。而对大人来说的大事，对小孩也一样觉得不足挂齿。随着急泉的洗涤，顽石也会变得闪亮；随着时间的洗涤，心却开始变得千疮百孔。小飞侠也开始脱离儿时的思想，以前重要的事，对他来说已经是荒谬与滑稽；努力往上爬才是当下最为重要的。小飞侠在惶惶的人群里，看到了一个面目可憎的绿衣人。厌恶顿时显在脸上，绿衣人也同时地作了厌恶的表情，顿时发现自己已经变成了镜里面目可憎的绿衣人。

小飞侠没有选择，时间犹如一个黑风洞，疯狂的吸食周遭的一切。纵使拼命的往外飞，强大的吸力，就像蝉被绑了线一样，被人类玩弄。他累了，选择向时间低头。看着周围同样遭遇的人，也已经无力伸出双手援救，因为他再也不是童话里的小飞侠。

就在快要放弃的时候，他明白了，奋斗是没有意义的。最重要的是心，能够维持一颗赤子之心，比任何一切都重要。就算被时光吞噬，小飞侠一样会是童话里的小飞侠，当一个人迷失自我的时候回归当初，就能看清所有的迷惑。

p/s,

Childhood is not from birth to a certain age and at a certain age
The child is grown, and puts away childish things.
Childhood is the kingdom where nobody dies

Edna St. Vincent Millay

The 11th

When I was 8 (1998).
That was quite a huge surprise for me.
Never ever thought of it.
Not for everyone too. So, how
about me who was just a little small kid?

Well, even until now I couln't help
stop thinking the cause of it. Though
there were some thing blah blah blah
not important. Farting around me.

Count on the year, 98, 99, 00,01,
02,03,04,05,06,07,08 and 09.
Today is the day, the 11th anniversary.
Maybe... or forever I will never get
to meet you again. I wish you would be
all right out there.

And whenever I thought of it, I really
appreciate those who helped
out a lot on the other day. I thank you all
with a million and billion times. Though
sometimes I forgot what favor you did
for us. But I always remind myself to remember
those who helped you, and you are gonna pay
them with the rest of your life when is
under your capability.

And he marks my words...
=)

ManTis AttaCk !!

So last night, I went to Cheeho's house

to get some notes. As usual, I will just stop by
and have a chat with him. Who won't do
it when they met their old friend?
=)

That conversation was quite a long one.
Until my mum asked my little brother(not small at all)
to come and called me home. :P
(I don't mean it)
So, what's the reason she was calling
me to go home? She is very encouraging when
I said I will meet up with my friends.
Hehe... Unlike my elder... Use to stay in
front of computer and no society..

Then I remembered she bought my
favourite durian... Kekeke...
Wow! How can I forget that? Never, never
ever ever!! Not many but I'm satisfied
with them... maybe can de-thirst me
a little bit. Then blah blah blah...

Then I went back to my room again.
One green thing just caught my attention.
It's very enormous and obvious when it
is the only green spot on my plain white floor.
It's a ManTis! Haha! It's been a long time, I used
to catch a small mantis as a pet.
They are harmless when they were small.

Then I thought of played with it.
See? What's the reaction of it? A kungfu mantis.
Unbelievable! When I swung my hand
in front of it, it didn't even want to
bother me... Fine, I'm powerless.
Then I will let my embrace do it.
Hahaha... Then it finally reacted and
seemed a little furious. Okie, maybe is
not a little bit. It hold the post for more than
one minute.. Like the king of Yoga? Hahaha!

Finally I gave up to waste my time with it.
I was Afraid it will fly up and jump on me.
And had a cut on my face... SHooT..
Better don't make it happens.

Something Else

She is a diamond, I am a stone.
She has good manners, I'm rough all around.
You can be princess, you can be a working man.
But in the end,

We all want something else.
We all want something strange to us.
We all want something we can't have.

Well, you can spend your whole life looking
for something.
Something that might be right in front
of your eyes.
But you'll be looking for something else,
you'll never find.

aid from "something else"

It's so strong, so strong that I was getting confused. The
ambition that right in the bottom of my heart. It has prepared
for this chance since long time ago. Waiting for the chance,
and burst out and consume me.

And then I'm still fighting, thought of is good that
it consume me and overtake me. But even it has
overtaken me, it's not gonna make any difference.
'Cause the fact is the fact, it's not gonna change forever and ever.
It will only ends me up in a miserable world.

Like he said, we gonna look at things from different angles.
Second may not as good as the first, but can't deny it
just because it is not the best one. This isn't fair for anyone.
I know I want something else, but it isn't possible for me
to ask for it. It's too impossible of impossible.

Maybe the best way for now is ask for a quit fighting
request with the lord ambition. And just wait for the
second aid coming. Seriously, don't really give much
hope on it.

*Hiss!!*
I'm sick of it!!

屌！

这首歌屌得好！

周杰伦，我屌你不到！

我也不想讲屌，因为在大马讲

真的很没有家教。周杰伦，屌屌屌，

总是嘴巴挂。屌到不行，都还是想要屌！

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IUUPsEhqYTo

屌屌屌，我不管你看不看。看了就不要 来鸟我。

就算你来鸟 就算你懒屌 我也不会屌！

Hiking

So, I went to hike last wednesday.

It's another hiking trip which was

pretty easy for me. Cuz, the crew are kinda

slow. Newbie, I guess.



Then I get to record down something

when we reached the "top". Then Edmund

was giving tutorial to other crews and

taught them the way of using the apparatus.



There is an apparatus which he said or don't

know who ever said it can help to prevent breast cancer.

Believe it or not, it's up to you.

So, now is the video which edboy gave some

"tutorial" for the way of using the apparatus.


*Note 1.05 mins*







p/s: Never ever did something that will make

people misunderstanding. At least not in

front of me.

照片

翻着儿时的照片，总会回想起许多已经
抛到脑后的回忆。看到照片里的自己，那种
傻傻的样子，好像这个世界是完美的，
只有快乐，没有烦恼。这时总是会忍俊不禁，
“哇”的一声爆笑出来。

这么那种天真的表情，怎么会出现在我的脸上？
事实上，每个人都会有过天真及幼稚的
时候。只是在这个世上溜达的越久，那份天真
已经慢慢地被冲淡了。慢慢地也会对这个
世界有所理解，防备也会无意间建立起来。

照片也会让人弥补心里有些已经得不到的空虚。
想要照片里离去的人，无时无刻陪在你的
身边。但是要走的总是会走，人总是向前
迈进，不能永远都是你所希望的一样。
就算朋友即要离别，也会想到拿起相机、
手机，拍张照。

试想想看，你有多久没有翻过旧时相簿？
有时拿起相簿翻一翻，也许你会看到许多
你可能早已忘记了的事迹。
回到过去，找一些你失去了的东西，
或许你会受益无穷。

遗憾

遗憾
遗憾什么呢？我不是出生于败类之家，
母亲都给我最好的，吃的不是顶级，但也能
吃得津津有味。亦没有有愧于任何人。

遗憾
遗憾的是，母亲给的最好，换回的却不是最好的。
虽然说不上有什么特点，但是连仅有的孝道，
我也未必做得好。我只是一个平凡人。这是
一个合理的藉口吗？如果他人做得到，为什么我
办不到？

遗憾
遗憾的是，拘泥于自己的面子。总是觉得，不用
说出来，可以感觉得到。可是谁不知道呢？就是知道
了，心里还是会默默地期待，有份礼物送到自己的
跟前，然后听到一句简单的“母亲节快乐”
这一份感动，是可以让任何一位母亲都喜极而泣的。
纵使再劳累多一辈子，她们也会觉得值得。

遗憾
遗憾的是，后天就是母亲节了。你是否有跟母亲庆祝呢？
我没有，是不是我不孝呢？我希望不是。母亲
明天出国，唯一一次庆祝母亲节的机会没了。
原本打算今天不出门，待到母亲归来，可是朋友
都到家门口了。话到嘴边，又得硬吞下去，被
逼出门了。但是心里总是有种想法，在母亲出国
前，至少也要见到她。所以球踢不久，有种倦鸟
归巢的感觉。心里总有道声音呼唤着我
“快回家吧，妈妈在等着呢！”

遗憾
遗憾的是，考试将近，却未能如预期的赶完课程。
都是被自己的懒散打败，而且一倒不起。
顿时觉得自己的脆弱是远比自己想象的恐怖。

最终庆幸
感谢妈妈不时的给予鼓励，让我能更快的爬起来。
虽然她知道自己的能力有限，但是还是尝试的
推动我这艘破烂的船出海，让我度过所有的海涛。
晴天何时到来我不知道，但是她是唯一的推动力。
没了她就犹如末日来临。一艘再坚固的船，
若是没有对的人驱使，也不能度过任何一个难关。

衷心的祝福妈妈

“母亲节快乐”

分离

分离时，总是那么的不舍与无奈。可是却也无法抵挡及预防它的
来临。如果要在人与人之间相处的时间放一个期限，我希望它是
没有期限。纵使有举世最坚硬的盔甲，每一个人一生中总会被这
种无形利刃无数次的挥刀而下，斩断与朋友之间的连接。是否都
是冥冥中注定的考验，我不知道，也不敢想。

这次的分离却是那么的艰辛，可以想象的到自己的改变使到自己
的每一份感觉都特别的容易被牵动。抓住任何一个可以与朋友多
相处的机会。才无意中发现自己是那么地贪婪，贪婪这份无可摧
毁的友情，感觉那么的难以放下。我不是圣人，也不是看透红尘
的人，不能很潇洒的说，我拿得起放得下。佛家虽说色即是空，
何谓空？若是皆事都是如此的空，所有的感觉也就是装扮与空
虚，根本就不会有所谓的友情。

离别将近，潜意识里想要抱抱身边的朋友。可是被自己的无厘头
的原则所拘泥，每当想法浮现，总会压抑着这份冲动。所以把住
相处的机会，是为了能够弥补这一份空虚。同时在无条件的反射
神经下，总会多望望身边难能可贵的朋友们。就是怕以后再也难
有见到他们的机会，同时也无意间发现到以前所没有注意到的朋
友的美。虽没有一笑倾国的美貌，但却是另一种的美，皆是无以
伦比的。

还记得上一次的分离，天空下起了大雨。仿佛就像是为他与我们的
分离而痛哭。有人都泣不成声、也有人惋惜他与我们的分离、也有
人给予最大的支持。这段的分离或许是这一生中最难以承受，可惜
分离就如我所说的一样，都是命中注定而难以逃避。

人们总是会在失去了以后才发现其实它所给予的好，都是被自己当
时主观及幼稚的想法所蒙蔽了双眼。可是就算现在想要努力的挽回
却也是妙想天开，希望他知道我的忏悔而体恤小时的天真。

真正的分离就在彼此的友情不再存留的时候，那时就算彼此之间的
距离有多么的接近，也不及彼此相隔千里而被友情所连接的人。想
对我周围的朋友深深的鞠个躬，道个歉。原谅我的无理与野蛮，面
对朋友的作做只是希望不被如此的重视，而不会有离别时的伤感。

同时我都尽量珍惜身边的每一个人，尤其是现在就在身边的知己。
我都在观望那位与我交朋友的男生，希望能给予他最好的鼓励，虽
不是最好，但心意会是最好的。
我随时都在注意周遭的朋友，介意及关怀他们所面对的问题。或
许我的关怀微不足道，但我不介意，一份心意就是一份力量。

Idiotic Talent

Huh! It's almost the end of the semester already!
Damn damn, I would hope the time stop. On the other hand,
I hope it will keep on ticking, and tick as fast as possible.

Who would wanna get separate from their friends? Unless you think that
those who you so-called friends are not your true friends. But who will
wanna stay in the same time forever? I would wanna quickly
finish my A-level, then go to Uni. . And wORK! Why?
Because I love money~($_$)

But due to poor result in the trial, I will hope the time ticks a little bit
slower than usual. Or perhaps, 30 hours a day will be enough for me~
I'm not greedy, Okie? Just a little bit desperate...

Hmm... Poor results make everything so miserable. Yeah! Since study is
the most important task for a student. Everything is a little bit gray.
(Not black, of course! Since others can neutralize it a little)

I always hope that I can be so optimistic just like my room mates did.
They all were like "Huh? Exam? Not to care lar~"
LOL! This really makes life easier, a lot.

Even the exam is around the corner,
we still sort of like "gather up" in hall, I guess. And doing lame
stuff. Like what can you do with your mouth, eyes, ears, tongue and so on.
Then each of us just show what we can, and others can't do.

Fooling around until 2.++ am. Kinda like idiot.
*Don't be jealous, idiotic is either you born with it
or you don't. I guess I have*
And this really exhausted~ and so I will just rest and looked at
what they were doing. and quickly record down.


LOL! I know, I know.... They are unique, you won't have one.
Just jealous me and pity for having them as my room mates,
OKie? xD

Interesting

Just found these set of pictures lately,

Human Beings Are Such Small Creatures, Aren't They?
So, Don't Be Too Worried About Everything,
Treasure Every Moment, Do What You Wish To Do......

Broaden Your View, Broaden Your Mind,
Don't Worry Too Much About Things That Are Bothering You,
Do Treasure Your Love, Live Safely And Peacefully,
Always Be Happy To Welcome The Coming Of The New Day......
Enjoy The Sunshine......

Always Look At The Brighter Side Of Things.