First Time Seriously Need Your Help! God!

I always don't believe God. Not that I don't wanna believe
in You. But I don't think I have a need from You.
But this time is different. I feel want to help.
And I felt helpless. So, I pray!

I know I'm sort of bastard, that only pray from You
when I need you. But this time, I seriously have this
urge to pray real hard. Just hope that You can spear
a little bit time. Lend out Your hand to Edmund's dad
and his family.

Please! Even when I need something, I didn't pray
this hard just to get what I want. I will accept whatever
it comes. But I really don't want my best friend to go
through this tragic. This is awful!

Please!
God Bless You, Edmund and your family.