小飞侠的无奈

时间流逝，有谁能够与时间搏斗? 内心的世界就犹如小飞侠，不想长大。时光的摧残，穷追猛打，丝毫没有商量的余地。一扫而过，留下的就只有遍地尸骸，惨不忍睹。有如1226大海啸，一扫而过带来的悲剧。经过许多次的磨练，提防心逐渐建起，思想不再单纯。勾心斗角、重心机、不择手段几乎已成家常便饭。有谁还能够维持一颗赤子之心？

小孩觉得重要的事，对大人来说往往都是微不足道的。而对大人来说的大事，对小孩也一样觉得不足挂齿。随着急泉的洗涤，顽石也会变得闪亮；随着时间的洗涤，心却开始变得千疮百孔。小飞侠也开始脱离儿时的思想，以前重要的事，对他来说已经是荒谬与滑稽；努力往上爬才是当下最为重要的。小飞侠在惶惶的人群里，看到了一个面目可憎的绿衣人。厌恶顿时显在脸上，绿衣人也同时地作了厌恶的表情，顿时发现自己已经变成了镜里面目可憎的绿衣人。

小飞侠没有选择，时间犹如一个黑风洞，疯狂的吸食周遭的一切。纵使拼命的往外飞，强大的吸力，就像蝉被绑了线一样，被人类玩弄。他累了，选择向时间低头。看着周围同样遭遇的人，也已经无力伸出双手援救，因为他再也不是童话里的小飞侠。

就在快要放弃的时候，他明白了，奋斗是没有意义的。最重要的是心，能够维持一颗赤子之心，比任何一切都重要。就算被时光吞噬，小飞侠一样会是童话里的小飞侠，当一个人迷失自我的时候回归当初，就能看清所有的迷惑。

p/s,

Childhood is not from birth to a certain age and at a certain age
The child is grown, and puts away childish things.
Childhood is the kingdom where nobody dies

Edna St. Vincent Millay

The 11th

When I was 8 (1998).
That was quite a huge surprise for me.
Never ever thought of it.
Not for everyone too. So, how
about me who was just a little small kid?

Well, even until now I couln't help
stop thinking the cause of it. Though
there were some thing blah blah blah
not important. Farting around me.

Count on the year, 98, 99, 00,01,
02,03,04,05,06,07,08 and 09.
Today is the day, the 11th anniversary.
Maybe... or forever I will never get
to meet you again. I wish you would be
all right out there.

And whenever I thought of it, I really
appreciate those who helped
out a lot on the other day. I thank you all
with a million and billion times. Though
sometimes I forgot what favor you did
for us. But I always remind myself to remember
those who helped you, and you are gonna pay
them with the rest of your life when is
under your capability.

And he marks my words...
=)

ManTis AttaCk !!

So last night, I went to Cheeho's house

to get some notes. As usual, I will just stop by
and have a chat with him. Who won't do
it when they met their old friend?
=)

That conversation was quite a long one.
Until my mum asked my little brother(not small at all)
to come and called me home. :P
(I don't mean it)
So, what's the reason she was calling
me to go home? She is very encouraging when
I said I will meet up with my friends.
Hehe... Unlike my elder... Use to stay in
front of computer and no society..

Then I remembered she bought my
favourite durian... Kekeke...
Wow! How can I forget that? Never, never
ever ever!! Not many but I'm satisfied
with them... maybe can de-thirst me
a little bit. Then blah blah blah...

Then I went back to my room again.
One green thing just caught my attention.
It's very enormous and obvious when it
is the only green spot on my plain white floor.
It's a ManTis! Haha! It's been a long time, I used
to catch a small mantis as a pet.
They are harmless when they were small.

Then I thought of played with it.
See? What's the reaction of it? A kungfu mantis.
Unbelievable! When I swung my hand
in front of it, it didn't even want to
bother me... Fine, I'm powerless.
Then I will let my embrace do it.
Hahaha... Then it finally reacted and
seemed a little furious. Okie, maybe is
not a little bit. It hold the post for more than
one minute.. Like the king of Yoga? Hahaha!

Finally I gave up to waste my time with it.
I was Afraid it will fly up and jump on me.
And had a cut on my face... SHooT..
Better don't make it happens.

Something Else

She is a diamond, I am a stone.
She has good manners, I'm rough all around.
You can be princess, you can be a working man.
But in the end,

We all want something else.
We all want something strange to us.
We all want something we can't have.

Well, you can spend your whole life looking
for something.
Something that might be right in front
of your eyes.
But you'll be looking for something else,
you'll never find.

aid from "something else"

It's so strong, so strong that I was getting confused. The
ambition that right in the bottom of my heart. It has prepared
for this chance since long time ago. Waiting for the chance,
and burst out and consume me.

And then I'm still fighting, thought of is good that
it consume me and overtake me. But even it has
overtaken me, it's not gonna make any difference.
'Cause the fact is the fact, it's not gonna change forever and ever.
It will only ends me up in a miserable world.

Like he said, we gonna look at things from different angles.
Second may not as good as the first, but can't deny it
just because it is not the best one. This isn't fair for anyone.
I know I want something else, but it isn't possible for me
to ask for it. It's too impossible of impossible.

Maybe the best way for now is ask for a quit fighting
request with the lord ambition. And just wait for the
second aid coming. Seriously, don't really give much
hope on it.

*Hiss!!*
I'm sick of it!!

屌！

这首歌屌得好！

周杰伦，我屌你不到！

我也不想讲屌，因为在大马讲

真的很没有家教。周杰伦，屌屌屌，

总是嘴巴挂。屌到不行，都还是想要屌！

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屌屌屌，我不管你看不看。看了就不要 来鸟我。

就算你来鸟 就算你懒屌 我也不会屌！