MeSs...mEsS...

It's been awhile didn't touch on it. Write a blog has became a mission impossible for me. I'd rather spend my whole night with games but not this.

When the exam is around the corner, I really can't believe that i still loiter around, play games, watch movie, on9, chit chat and so on. This is totally out of control. I don't even know how could this happen to me, I thought i will begin to study, study and study like in hell when the time is right. Ya, the time, now is right. But not the mood. Sick of myself, totally sick of myself! Sometimes i really do feel sorry to my mum that i will disappoint her in future. Though she never said a word to what will i get in the Final Exam. But all the parents hope the same thing. "OH! I HOPE THAT MY LOVELY CHILD CAN GET MANY A's!"

15th of Oct. That day would be one of the worst day in my life. I screw the maths paper. SHIT! I thought that the paper will be like the standard of previous papers. Damn it! It didn't. So, it's the end of my "life". And I have another crew who die together with me, The Hero Blogger. There was a break after the mathematics paper for a week. Then I came back, to relax i guess. Besides that I really can't another reason why I wanna come back. Not that I don't like to go back to my hometown. But when I come back, the only few things i will do were sleep, eat, drink, pc-ed, go out for wet, play soccer. But none of these related to exam, and now is within the exam. Swt. I would hope i have a good brain to function and think like edboy and 4breath. Then at least i would feel a little bit more interest in study.

I heard one of my teacher said that, when she get angry or what. She will type everything she wanna shout out, after that she will feel a lot of better. But for me, it don't really works, i guess. LOL! Maybe this method is not the cure for me. I feel very FRUSTRATE and SUCKS!

Chaoz, time for soccer, see ?? I said it just now!