I'm back!

I'm back. Again, back to taiping. But this time was totally
different from last time. How different is it? More sorrow
inside of me due to my reckless and my childishness.
Besides that, due to the worst results in my life, I would
have to work much much much more harder than last year.

Then I promised myself that, I will need to finish all the
things that I've done in the past few weeks. So, I guess
my holidays won't be that easy as last semester.
WORK HARD, BASTARD!

DoomsDays Arrived

What is doomsday actually?

Encylopedia:

1. the day on which the Last Judgment will occur

2. any dreaded day


But according to KHpedia
Doomsday is actually the day that when you felt totally lost in this world or
does not fit in anymore and the one you love the most leave you forever
and ever.



Now, I realize that till the end of the day is not the doomsday, but when your result
ran out of your expectation and you just can't accept it. A big NO!
If I get to know it 1st the result on my own, I wouldn't get the double "surprise"
than now I will have.... Due to some hearing problem, I thought my chem was actually
getting a "B" which is okie for me to work harder for this semester and then pull it up to
an "A" . But instead of "D" I heard it wrong to a "B".
So, for A-level student, you probably will know that it is impossible to get a "B" too
by this kinda result with no matter how good, how best ur A2 is



"Fuck lar!!"(I just lost control today) I scolded my friends with vulgar words which
I'm not suppose to do so...Lost my patient to everything, upset with everything,
no form, no mood and NO for everything lar...
Even I wanted to have every kinda good mood with it.



Today was like a "unexpected day" for me. Honestly I just can't cheer up. If you ask me so..
I would probably shout at you "Fuck Off!" I just can't resist the overwhelming of my
disappointment and my anger. Any volunteer for me to punch on him or her?
LOL....Better don't.


What should I've to do? To remedy the failure of my results....
Everyone knows the answer... Work Hard then!
Yeah, speak of it is forever easier than doing it. But now I swear to

God,(not for any religious just a swear)
I will SPEND as much time as I can to study and study and study.
Just like a cow, a cow which KT wants to be.
So, any tempt that will distract me from my study. Would you
leave me alone for this sem so that I can remedy the worst thing
I've done? Not a request but a must! So, starting from this minute
I will never go for any entertainment with giving excuses once awhile

YOU heard my words. I will work hard!


p/s: Mummy I love you, for not showing your madness,
and forgiving me all the time.
I know that I'm not doing the best I can for the 1st semester,
and I'm gonna pay it back this year...